new year! new president! new semester! ....
...same old aminator. i watched so much mtv that my brain turned into a marshmallow. i left the house for the first time in three days. i slept and slept and slept and i'm still sleepy as fuck.
but the meds appear to be working, so, i'm happy. i don't know if i should get a bigger dose on my re-up, i don't want to mess with a good thing.
i wanna move to brooklyn soooo baaaad but i dont want to go through the whole roommate rigamarole (i don't mind roommates, i just mind rejection :( and i'll see enough rejection in whatever my chosen career is) so i guess i'm looking for a studio. heaven help me.
and also...i do want to live, i just want to do it RIGHT. i'm tired of being the only one whose problems are caused by her own irresponsibility and indiscretion.
xoxo
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